ravencallscrows | (no subject)

Ventured down to the Fremont Sunday Market. Saw and talked with

icequeen669 for a bit, also spotted

oracle2c from a distance, and someone who looked an awful lot like

corvuscrx (who was spotted earlier in the day by Victoria). Didn't have the opportunity to talk with either. Such is life.

Acquired new weird hat. If you're Seagothim, you'll have to wait until Wednesday to see it, and for those who aren't, if i remember, i'll post either a description or a picture then just to keep the suspense from overwhelming you.

I'm in a weird mood. Very contemplative, still a little confused around the edges, and pretty scared. After a lot of soul searching and discussions with both people, i'm beginning to define where i want both of my actively pursued relationships to go, and deathly afraid of fouling one or both of them up. Unlike what's happened at times in the past, i categorically refuse to be paralyzed by the fear or let it have enough room in the forefront of my thoughts that i'm in some way creating self-fulfilling prophecies from the fears. So, i'm sitting at the computer, listening to The Cure, feeling like a superannuated angsty teenager. At least some parts of it get easier with age.
"Whenever i'm alone with you,
You make me feel like i am whole again."
*sigh*