ravencallscrows | (no subject)

Does anyone reading this know what it's like to get The Call™— to just wake up one morning and know beyond question what it is that you're supposed to do with your life?

There are a number of things i enjoy doing. even some for which i have a degree of aptitude, but nothing of which i can see making a lifelong pursuit career. As a result, i'm having a really difficult time focusing in any particular direction or working on a particular project.

I want to finish my novel, but i'm too fucking lazy to work on it. I have a few interesting graphics arts projects in mind, put can't bring myself to take the time to take any of them on. I really like music, but can't make the time to practice anything.

I suppose it's possible to be more dispassionate about things than i am now, but i don't see how. Bleh.