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Went out to coffee and the Mercury tonight, but left fairly soon after getting to the club because a) my throat's really scratchy and b) i was feeling like a third wheel. So i left rather quickly, and without notice. Listened to Apoptygma Berzerk's 7 on the way home. "Nearer" is one of my favourite Apop songs, and it got me reflecting on times past, and wondering if there was a lesson i didn't learn and needed to repeat. This will be much less a kiss-and-tell than either of the two past instances where i've opened up bits of my relationships past, but may still be of interest to those (and you know who you are) who've expressed an interest in mes affaires de coeur.

You are reaching your goals
But I'm still trapped inside of mine
Before the break of day
You will be gone and far away

In solitude
With no place to run or hide
I hear my own mind cry
And I fall just to see you rise

( dare venture into my thoughts? )

And I will go down on my knees
And pray the best that I can
I want you to be near...
And I will go down on my kness
And try to make you understand
My deepest fear

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With pain in my heart
I will travel on my own
To that place inside
Where I can be alone

In solitude
With no place to run or hide
Again I hear this voice cry out
And I fall just to see you rise

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And I will go down on my knees
And pray the best that I can
I want you to be near...
And I will go down on my kness
And try to make you understand
My deepest fear

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