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Jun. 19th, 2003 01:13 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravencallscrowsDoes anyone reading this know what it's like to get The Call™— to just wake up one morning and know beyond question what it is that you're supposed to do with your life?
There are a number of things i enjoy doing. even some for which i have a degree of aptitude, but nothing of which i can see making a lifelong pursuit career. As a result, i'm having a really difficult time focusing in any particular direction or working on a particular project.
I want to finish my novel, but i'm too fucking lazy to work on it. I have a few interesting graphics arts projects in mind, put can't bring myself to take the time to take any of them on. I really like music, but can't make the time to practice anything.
I suppose it's possible to be more dispassionate about things than i am now, but i don't see how. Bleh.
There are a number of things i enjoy doing. even some for which i have a degree of aptitude, but nothing of which i can see making a lifelong pursuit career. As a result, i'm having a really difficult time focusing in any particular direction or working on a particular project.
I want to finish my novel, but i'm too fucking lazy to work on it. I have a few interesting graphics arts projects in mind, put can't bring myself to take the time to take any of them on. I really like music, but can't make the time to practice anything.
I suppose it's possible to be more dispassionate about things than i am now, but i don't see how. Bleh.
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Date: 2003-06-19 05:19 am (UTC)I know that there seems to be a lot of potential in art right now for me but...a Calling? I know I enjoy it to the point of loving it but I don't necessarily think it's a calling.
Everyone goes through stages of apathy. Jerry did at the beginning of this year for a couple of months. Go with it, eventually you'll get your passion for things back again... :)
Hugs
Skye