Sunday, Lethargic Sunday
Aug. 18th, 2002 06:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravencallscrows... as is usually the case on Sundays, moreso after an evening at the Mercury.
Didn't stay too late- only to 1ish under the reasoning that if we stayed much longer, i'd just want to drink more. As it was, i drank more than i usually do. Vodka good. Citron vodka better. 'Nuff said.
Didn't dance at all- it just didn't seem as if DJ Hana Solo ever really found much of a groove, just seemed to bounce from song to song without a lot of continuity. Maybe it happened later, but it certainly hadn't by 1. Hadn't realized in advance that SMP was having a release party at the club that night- not sure if plans would have been the same if i had- the club was more crowded than usual and pretty chaotic.
Happy birthday to a few people-![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
cadmus and icequeen669. Congrats to both of you on being one year closer to retirement. May you become independently wealthy and not need to wait until you're too old to enjoy life to retire.
Hopefully we'll hear about the place in Magnolia in the next day to two, and can start making concrete moving plans- aiming toward the middle of next month if at all possible.
I'm feeling really stressed today- things just aren't seeming to get significantly less stressful. My appetite comes and goes regularly and i'm vaguely nauseous much of the time. Still having fairly regular anxiety attacks too. I'm really getting sick of this. My counsellor seems to think there's an issue to be addressed which my physician didn't diagnose initially- she and i seem to concur that my exhaustion was masking it, and i know that i appreciate him taking the conservative approach rather than jumping directly to "better living through psychopharmacology."
Relationship stress continues unabated. Hopefully things are moving toward stability on both fronts. It's been a lot of work and has been a huge exercise in communication.
Hopefully by the end of next month, there will be resolution on several things, and things will be getting less stressful. Growth is never comfortable, right? Must be growing a lot now.
Didn't stay too late- only to 1ish under the reasoning that if we stayed much longer, i'd just want to drink more. As it was, i drank more than i usually do. Vodka good. Citron vodka better. 'Nuff said.
Didn't dance at all- it just didn't seem as if DJ Hana Solo ever really found much of a groove, just seemed to bounce from song to song without a lot of continuity. Maybe it happened later, but it certainly hadn't by 1. Hadn't realized in advance that SMP was having a release party at the club that night- not sure if plans would have been the same if i had- the club was more crowded than usual and pretty chaotic.
Happy birthday to a few people-
cadmus and icequeen669. Congrats to both of you on being one year closer to retirement. May you become independently wealthy and not need to wait until you're too old to enjoy life to retire. Hopefully we'll hear about the place in Magnolia in the next day to two, and can start making concrete moving plans- aiming toward the middle of next month if at all possible.
I'm feeling really stressed today- things just aren't seeming to get significantly less stressful. My appetite comes and goes regularly and i'm vaguely nauseous much of the time. Still having fairly regular anxiety attacks too. I'm really getting sick of this. My counsellor seems to think there's an issue to be addressed which my physician didn't diagnose initially- she and i seem to concur that my exhaustion was masking it, and i know that i appreciate him taking the conservative approach rather than jumping directly to "better living through psychopharmacology."
Relationship stress continues unabated. Hopefully things are moving toward stability on both fronts. It's been a lot of work and has been a huge exercise in communication.
Hopefully by the end of next month, there will be resolution on several things, and things will be getting less stressful. Growth is never comfortable, right? Must be growing a lot now.
